I'm feeling nostalgic for something I've never had.
Recently, I've been missing my dad. I've had these moments where I think about how great it would be if he were alive to share it with me. I wish he was around so I could talk to him about something. I wish he was there to see all the awesome cooking I've been doing. I wish I could share a museum or art gallery with him.
But when he was alive, I was never able to do those things with him. He was a difficult man and we didn't always get along. Most conversations ended in an argument, and it was rare that we shared a friendly moment.
So why am I now missing something that I never had? Maybe I just answered my own question.
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I can relate. My dad split when I was five and we never had any type of relationship.
I realized last year while watching the Father's Day Oprah special that (thanks to my memory, or lack thereof)...I have never celebrated a Father's Day.
Sad. Just sad.
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